WOOOOOH!!!!! today is super fun man! hahas. feng, jas & i went to CLINIC BAR to celebrate jas belated birthday. hahas. we have so much fun at there. & then we went to bumjee jump. it's really very exciting man! hahas. as though my heart really pop out. hahas. here r some photos.





today work morning shift. im so so so tired right now. argh. tml will be my last day at 5D. so far some the staff there treat me very good. hahas. sometimes they even find skills for me to do. that's good huh. hahas.
argh... my heel hurts alot alot. it.s very painful now. I've stand too long during working time. & today is freaking busy. actually i was schedule to go 1st break. then i was too busy then i went at 11plus which is 3rd break. which we ite student dont have it. today i have done my H/C & insulin injection le. my CP teacher says im very confident during the procedure. at that point of time i felt no burden at all. hahas. but after that i have to think when to do my other skills. i still have to do scheduling of IV. actually can do today with sister. then teacher busybody say wanna assist me. then no choice lo. have to wait for her. sian.... next week at 10C. dont know whether is it a good place to get skills or not. hahas. we'll see...





OMG. almost going to quit my course. hahas. today i was about to tell me CP teacher about quitting. then luckily got my friends, honey & my CA pursue me. honey keep telling me alot of things. same goes to my CA too. i met him today & he ask me why i wanna quit. hahas. basically the problem is the teacher. her expectation is ridiculous. she want us to complete IV skill initial & competency this week. which is really ridiculous lo. where the hell can we find 13 IV skill for all of us? forget it. i'll walk one step see one step. hahas.





HAPPY
20TH
BIRTHDAY
JASMINE CHUA SEOK HWI!♥♥♥♥♥






today is a day which makes me stress free! i really love saturday! & today i went to buy contact lens. it's having a discount. luckily i came in time to buy it. it's 56 for 4 pck. cheat huh? i think i have to wear contact lens during working hours. if not, my nose bridge will have rashes when wearing glasses. because my face is oily & maybe there's germs? that's why it cause the rashes from coming out? anyway, i'll just use contact lens for this time being. no spectacles. if not my face will be full of red-dy spots. hahas.





i really do hate attachment. i really really hate it. swear it to core! i don't know why. i hate this term attachment the most. it's really damn frustrating. other than no really close friends i feel that my all of my grpmates have not been as close as before. it seems like it gives me a feeling that i can anytime drop this course. i don't know why. i keep having this feeling from the start of the attachment. i'm not crying because of this. but my heart had a squeezing feeling. it's really making me more & more agitated. it's freaking me out! i don't know i will tolerate till when. should i give up or carry on? this is not going right from the start of the attachment. i feeling like going out to work. or go to design course.

i need moral support from friends, but it seems like there's no one i can turn to. my CP teacher is freaking mean to me. she's like treating me differently from others. she keep rushing me like there's only one minute left when she was supervising me while i was doing skill. this is really damn freak man. no nice teacher, someone to turn to. & a strangers group. fuck up. what is all this about? torturing me? so life is very unfair to me. fuck! i should have take design course from the start.





wa seh, monday attachment.... don't know what will happen again. hopefully is not something bad. hahas. hopefully no conflict within our grps. that's the best during attachment. hopefully no patient will give me nonsense. hopefully the MDM CHEONG won't give me problems too. if so, i'll complain to ronnie. hahas. tell him to scold that teacher. AHAHAHA... joking la. but no matter what i have to tahan! no tahan no experience! but still, i the most i hope is no conflict. got conflict very hard to work together. but some of them really like to create conflicts i don't know why. maybe they like it. hysterical!

hopefully everything will be fine during my attachment!
hopefully i have time to accompany my honey!
but anyway he is busy with his work too.
don't worry honey, i'll still miss you:)